.. maybe i live in the past actually, 'cause i think i'm not exist well here & now..

What I think about my life is as das sein and das sollen now & hereI see and think about things that happened to my lifeAren't they supposed to be same with my hope?!But in fact, they aren't, or they never really be trueI try hard, lot efforts, spend much energy & timeBe happy, think positive, and avoid mood in negativeLook for friends, relate [...]

Missing yesterday, those days I can't remember well...

'Yesterday, all my trouble seems so far away..'a little phrase from the Beatles' song. It remembered me about yesterday, about memories which are written in the past, but poorly, I can't remember well.Yesterday, yet it became a walk to remember. Because those days are already gone. Yesterday, when many things happened. Memories, loves, laughs, sadness, [...]

Why There Isn't Anybody When I'm Down?

Why there isn't anybody when I'm down?Should I scream "I NEED A FRIEND" ?!NOT ONLY FRIEND, BUT WHO UNDERSTOOD ME!!If you see I'm strong enough at the coverNo, I'm sure that is wrong definetlyI know I am fragile exactly into the deeperSo much stress could destroy me completelyShould I say,"Yeah Ri, your coping of stress is very dreadful" ?Or would [...]

Sendiri

Sendiri.Diam.Sepi.Sendu.KosongKelabu.Jatuh.Suram.Bengkalai.Asing.Hampa.Apa pun ituHanya menuju satuKeberadaan 'Diriku'yang msh kuraguSiapa gerangan ituMampu memelukkuDapat mengangkatkuDari jurang kelabuDimanakah ituDapat kutemuHarapan baruUntuk hidupkuBagaimanakah ituDapat kurengkuhBahagia selaluDalam jemarik [...]

Doa Sebelum Tidur

Teringat masa kecilku.Kala aku di-nina bobokan oleh ibuku.Diriku terbaring bersama adikku di ranjang.Ibuku selalu berkata, "Jangan lupa berdoa sebelum tidur.."Kemudian ia mengajari kami dengan mengucap lafalnya perlahan,"Bismillahhirahmannirahiim.. Bismika Allahumma ahya wa bismika amuut......"Lafal doa yang ibuku lafalkan sebenarnya masih panjang.Berlanjut [...]

Radang Tenggorok: Do's & Don't's

On Monday (23/3), I've already visited doctor in Gadjah Mada Medical Center (GMC).At first I didn't want to go to doctor in GMC. My mother already suggested me to go to doctor after I told her I'm sick and she said I didn't have to mind about its cost. So, indirectly, I could choose my own doctor. But then back again, if there is already something [...]

Why do I become so much sick like this?

It's rather for me getting sick. But, if I've already became sick, then I would be sick for long period.Now, on this Monday, my condition is getting worst.I went to college with a bad throat. I attended two classes -Clinical Psychology and Experimental Psychology- successfully, indeed between those sessions I also could go to 'bengkel' to service [...]

Just a few Words to Begin This Blog

Hi,this is Rirry's new official blog. I've just created it in this years -may be a little bit 'ketinggalan jaman' but I made it for many reasons. Just say that I'm interest in writing, yes of course. But I've been being stucked for a few years because I'm not confident enough in writing. So, if you read my stories or short notes and they are not [...]